I have been seeing this really nice man for a couple of months now that I met at London escorts. We seem to have developed a nice friendship but now I am wondering how I can turn this friendship into love I lost my husband a couple of years ago and I do miss his companionship. But it is not only his companionship I am missing, I also miss the physical intimacy we used to have and would like to regain that somehow. However, at my age this is proving easier said than done.
My friend and I do have a lot of fun together, and we are even a planning a holiday. The only thing is that I would really like to share a bedroom in the cottage we have rented, not sleep in separate ones. I just would like to be touched by a man again, and I wonder if my friend feels the same way.
My spouse passed away very all of a sudden when I was only 32 years of ages. It was from a hidden heart issue and it simply ravaged me as we were youth sweethearts. I passionately enjoyed him and he enjoyed me. Unfortunately we never got around to starting a household and it is something that I want to do. My brand-new good friend does not have a household neither and I do understand that he really enjoys kids. I frequently believe that he would make the most perfect papa however to start such an experience you actually need love.
The important things is, I am not so sure he loves me. He works truly difficult and spoils me rotten but yet we just remain buddies with advantages. We are planning a vacation in a month’s time and it would be so nice if we might talk things over in a nice unwinded atmosphere. I understand that he feels that a lady should stay at house with kids, and I would happily give up my job to do just that. Nevertheless, prior to I do that I require some type of psychological commitment from, and now I am questioning how I can turn this relationship into love.
I like this new male in my life however I require him to know that I need some peace of mind that he actually likes me. He is always buying me flowers and things, and treats me like I am his only one, but I am still not so sure. They state that some males discover it actually hard to express verbally how they feel and maybe he belongs in that classification. I am nearly frighten to say that I enjoy you when he hurries out the door in the early morning, maybe he will just decrease me and I do not believe I might handle that.
I think am going have to be brave and take the lead on this one. When we are on holiday I am planning to have a chat with him during a walk on the beach. At least then I will| know one way or the other. My friends from London escorts tell me that he is always saying nice things about me so I am hoping the result, or outcome, will be positive. In a way I feel like I would just like to pick up my life again, sort of get on with it and find new happiness with this tall silent man of mine.